God makes us to who we are. - But what is when we don't want to be like that?

I love Hershey's chocolate.

It's so good. And so sad that it's empty. :)

let's talk serious ; God.

Who is God, or what? 
I'm not say'in that, I don't believe in God.
So many People, pray to god when there anxious when they're in need, when they wish something. 
I'm not try'in to afend anybody who is a strong believer. Some people may think I'm critical and it's really risky to make a article about God and how critical I am. But I don't care, I'm just say'in what I think.
God is maybe there, who started with this anyway?
God maybe helped some people, but that could maybe just be an coincidence, can somebody give me a actual evidence for that?
Like here where somebody got led to a girl in a swamp, and was able to rescue that girl. -> save here life.
Where is he, when a little girl is diagnosed with cancer in last stadium? Are you telling me that she deserves to die? Surly not.
Where is God, when thousands of People die of starvation in africa, and everywhere else in the world.
Where is God, when a nun get's shot by somebody, and dies. 
Even though they all pray, pray for there lives. AND " GOD " let's them "die". 


I'm not saying that I'm a non-believer. 


But If your are a believer, don't say I'm afending you. Because "everybody" is a child of God. 


I wish y'all well. 


Don't go blaming me.




xoxo.


Sydney.

Need to catch up on my pictures.

Hello,

Since the 27th of July I'm in North Carolina, Raleigh. I haven't posted something since then. My Laptop was getting repaired at Bestbuys. So yesterday I got it back so, I am giving to some pictures of the last couple of weeks.

Beaufort Pirate Invasion - it was so much fun. 

I got so much to tell. ..

Pirate ship.

Pirates attacking the crowd.

They're were much more people, I just could'nt get them on the Camera.

It's a pirate dog.

Pirates of the caribean.

Henry the Poodle detective. :-))) Made by Lisa. My aunt Katies dog, I love you both so much!

Family Picture of us all. I love y'all. 

Isn't he cute? His name is tucker. It's my Grandparents dog.

let's talk serious,- death.

Hello Everybody,


today I want to talk about, the Terrorism attack in Norway. 
First I thought this would be a bad dream, as I realized that this was true. I first was shocked. I really was, how can so many people die, especially these poor children.
But as I think. All these Soldiers that are trying to protect our land, die, every day. In Iraq, all around the world. Thousands really Thousands people die every day. Maybe they die with they're proud, they're proud to protect our land, but that really doesn't make a difference. Just that we can pretend there isn't anything happening and go shopping and just pretend everything is fine. How many people die in Africa? How many children?They starve to death and they don't get all this attention do they? No. Than I think, that this in Norway is shit. Just because it's activated through a terrorist, and it doesn't happen daily. It's not that important? Or how is that exactly?

Actually, I am shocked that so less people care about. This. Care about what's really happening in the world.
And yes, There are 14 Year Girls, that think this way, when other girls in my age, pretend like there is no war. The worst thing that could happen to them is that they're nail breaks. 




COME ON, GIVE ME A BREAK!




Bye everybody. Hope I gave you something to think of.


By the way ;  R.I.P Amy Winehouse. One of the greatest Soul singers. 

French braid- Yes, you can look fancy with a mohawk.

Today, I tried to braid my hair. First it looked like shit, then I tried french braiding, and it looks good, can you believe that? Now I have the perfect hairstyle, for going out in the evening or just to look nature. What would you think of an little flower braided in?

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Hallo, heute habe ich versucht meine Haare zu flechten, was aber dann als erster totall dumm ausgesehen hat. Dann habe ich versucht es Franzoesisch zu flechten, was dann noch gut aussah. Koennt ihr das glauben. Jetzt habe ich die perfekte frisure fuer schoene abende oder um einfach natuerlich auszusehen. Was wuerdet ihr von einer blume im Haar denken?

I know I need to color my hair. But which color? Golden Blond, Honeyblond?  

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Ich weiss ich muss meine Haare faerben. Aber welche farbe? Goldblond, Honigblond?

I don't know what do you think? I would love some advice. :))

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Ich weiss es nicht, was denkt ihr? Ich wuerde mich ueber tipps freuen.:))

Have a nice day you guys!

Habt einen schoenen Tag!

xoxo, Sydney.

it just feels like I'm disapearing every day, more and more.

I'm walking down the street, thinking about what's happening.  I don't care about getting fater or about my nails.
I just care about, that I'll be loved from those people, I love. Not everything has to have an ending, not everything.
I belive in miracles, I really do. They're has to be some magic.




Why don't we imagine?

Give me a little bit of summer.

It's summer, but it's  so dumb that the weather changes all the time.
But acctually I love the rain.
I wear shorts when it's raining and when it's sunny I wear long stuff. 
Not because I'm stupid, no. I wear what I want, what I feel like and not what the weahter tells me to do.

Fun and Love.

Hello!
the weekend I was at a friend, Elisa. Like you can see on the pictures, (= the brown haired)

It was so much fun! Put when I came back I was so exhausted and the monday morning was so bad, I was so tired.

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And.. I'm still waiting on my H&M stuff, still didn't come maybe in the next days.

xoxo, Sydney.

Calmness and silence.

Hello!
A new journey beginns. Finding your self. Finding me.

I want to find myself, I want to get calm, I just want to sit there hours and hours, and just think. Think about me and who I am.

When I'm here before I get back, tell me. 

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Hallo!

Eine neue Reise beginnt. Sich selber finden. Mich finden.

Ich will mich selbst finden ich will zur ruhe kommen, einfach nur stunden dasitzen und nachzudenken, nur ueber mich wo ich stehe und wer ich bin. 

Wenn ich da bin bevor ich zurueck komme, sagts mir.

Bobby Brown, - and Makeup.

Hier habe ich auch eine 120 Lidschattenpalette bekommen, ich liebe sie! Ich kann sie auch anstaendig benutzen mit dem passenden buch :)

Jedoch muss ich hier noch sagen das die Farben nicht so gut sind ohne base, aber sie sind schon okay. Also man kann sie aufjedenfall auch ohne base auftragen, mit sieht es aber viel knalliger aus, und die Glitzereffekte ( falls es ein Glitzerton ist )  viel schoener zur geltung kommen. Tut mir leid habe momentan kein Base sonst haette ich es euch auch mit base gezeigt.

ch habe vor etwas laengererer Zeit an meinem Geburtstag das Bobby brown makeup manual bekommen, ich wollte hier mal etwas dazu sagen. Ich finde das Buch ansich ist sehr sehr gut erklaert, hat mir sehr weiter geholfen beispielsweise hilft mir weiter. Ich finde das Buch ist sehr zu empfehlen nicht nur fuer die Anfaenger sondern auch fuer die schon etwas fortgeschrittenen. Aber ein Kritik punkt ist es, das nicht so viel mit Bildern erklaert wird. Faende es besser, wenn mehr Bilder drinne waeren, ist aber trotzdem ein super buch!